uwilovesofia:

uwilovesofia

02-14-1988

18-95

United States

Texas, Spring

And always, if he had a little money a man could get drunk. The hard edges gone, and the warmth. Then there was no loneliness, for a man could people his brain with friends, and he could find his enemies and destroy them. Sitting in a ditch, the earth grew soft under him. Failures dulled and the future was no threat.The world was soft and easy, and a man could reach the place he started for. The stars came down wonderfully close and the sky was soft. Death was a friend, and sleep was death's brother. The old times came back-dear and warm. A girl with pretty feet, who danced one time at home-a horse-along time ago.A horse and a saddle. And the leather was carved. When was that? Ought to find a girl to talk to. That's nice. Might lay with her, too. But warm here. And the stars come down so close,and sadness and pleasure so close together, really the same thing. Like to stay drunk all the time. Who says it's bad? Who dares to say it's bad? Peachers-but they got their own kinda drunkenness. Thin, barren women, but they're too miserable to know. Reformers-but they don't bite deep enough into living to know. No-the stars are close and dear and I have joined the brotherhood of the worlds. And everything's holy-everything, even me.

I'd like to meet somebody that loves me for who I am, not just the way I look. Someone I can spend every minute with and not get sick of them. Somebody who has a great personality and who enjoys the things that I enjoy. A person who understands and respects me and would do anything for me. Someone I can talk to about anything and who trusts me enough to do the same. Someone who can handle me at my worst. Someone who makes me feel like the center of their world. Someone who can tell me they love me and not only mean it, but show it as well. Someone who will do what it takes if its meant to be. I want the kind of romance you only find in fairy tales and movie